Paradox

living in the world of paradox...
like to stable...but never want to stop...
like to settle...but always stirs our lives.
run run and always run. but where...we do'nt know
acquire it...achieve it... get that...grab it... but for what... nobody knows
walks on ground and always think about skies...
now while flying in sky...missing our ground..earth earth.
want to laugh loud... but think even where to smile and where not.
plan for vacation, leisure, to enjoy with friends... but can never make any plan successful.
...and if asked why...? then we found ourselves busy... 'but busy in what...?' we do'nt know.
nothing satisfy us... nothing
if we get something... we come to know that we need something else in...just in few days..
now if we will get that what we wished for... then the same thing come for  that also..
'being happy' is not that simple as it is been said... but it is far more difficult... and really became great topic to discussion...and unfortunately just for discussion and not for experience.
its funny but we always want to save time...and next we PASS our saved time...
perhaps someday we could take a break...to think and contemplate... and to realize that... its a life... Just A LIFE but not a race.

Pantnagar Song

for those who have to celebrate their "दिवाली", without Light...

दिवाली

दुलहन सी सजी हैं दुकानें

चमकती कंडिलें महकते पकवान...

हर तरफ तांता लगा है लोगों का...

लाखों आये हैं,जलसे मे मेहमान।।।

अब आतिशबाजियां हुई शुरू...

बजते पटाखे और उड़ते जहाज...

होता है हड़कंप, ऐसे ना कभी भी...

लगता है जैसे.... “दिवाली” है आज।।।

लोग यहाँ मदमस्त नाचते...

ढोल नगाड़े, बेखौफ बजाते...

मिलकर गले सब,खुशियाँ मानते...

जलाके फुलझड़ियाँ,आँखे चौधाते।।।

मैं भी टटोलती,कोने झुग्गी के...

जहां कभी, संभाला था 'दीया'...

पर देगा कोई..क्या तेल दीये-भर?

या रहेगा अंधेरा..फिर आशियाना मेरा...।।।

my LIFE...

Why are you so IMperfEct....

never obey me...

Just you wander without taking care, the fences I have made... So that will be remain inside of my arena...

you never think... if some day you will flew away far from me, then how will i even sought your name... without having my Life in me.

Aren't you aware that you are "My Life"....

But honestly; although i'm a little teased...

but i like the Way You Are.

The way you follow my Heart and beats with it....without caring my rules...

it makes me feel Alive... nourish me...spark my Creativity...

and often dips me into your Love...

So My Sweetheart... tease me more.

Be a little more PERFECT....IMperFeCtly...

I Love You... <3 <3 <3

a JOURNEY...

It’s a JOURNEY… and we are ‘blind passengers’, sitting in the train…

A train that passes through station to station…

Though it stops at every station… so that we will ‘identify ours’ and will alight over it…

But unfortunately, even hearing the noise of vendors and people over there… we could not see, at which we have reached.

It is not that, we can’t ask to the person sitting beside of us… but what can be the worse…

“He is also BLIND.”

This way we travel for our whole life…just in delusion that someday someone will come to us to let us know, that ‘we are reached’…

but not everyone is not fortunate enough to have this privilege…

May someday we will break our ‘numbness’ and will make noise for the DESTINATION we have to reach…

And although it would be wrong, but we will dare to come down on a PLATFORM…!!!

प्यार

मुश्किल है ये कितना मुझको...

लिख देना उन जज्बातों को...

लगता है की छुप जातें हैं...

जब खोजता हूँ उन लफ्जों को ||

वैसे तो बहुत बदनाम हैं...

ये प्यार करने वाले सब...

फिर बढती क्यूँ है प्यास मगर...

एक दिलबर के दीदार को ||

क्यूँ लगता है फिर मीठा ये...

जो दर्द कभीवो, हमको दे दे...

गर ना हो प्यार तो नफरत ही...

कुछ तो कभी वो हमसे कहदे...

क्यों है इतना दीवानापन...

देते हैं भुला हम खुद ही को...

और लगता है खो जाती हैं...

जब खोजते हैं इन वजहों को ||

खुशियाँ अपनी रम जाती हैं...

उसकी दुनिया की खुशियों में...

दिल कहता है की छीन ले...

गम उसके तू हर कीमत पे...

है किया इजाद हमने या फिर...

लेगा खुदा ही इस ज़िम्मे को ||

क्यूँ मुश्किल है इतना मुझको...

लिख देना उन जज्बातों को...

क्यूँ.. लगता है छुप जातें हैं...

जब खोजता हूँ उन लफ्जों को ||

अभय कुमार

Music of life

Music of life is very soothing.

It’s relaxing like I’m sitting in deep forest and sweet slow breeze touching my face, combing my hairs, and murmuring something in my ear…

Everlasting feeling with unbreakable relaxation….

All I need to LISTEN silently…

Every layer peel out one by one,

Daily rush, useless fuss… her ignorance, work hindrance…and so forth.

Ultimately a beautiful light comes up… twinkling, full of color…

 all it want me to close my eyes… to SEE…the brilliance.

Slowly it takes me into the ocean of peace… infinitely deep, extremely calm, without a single ripple…

Everything is trace and drowning inside…

Telling me… to not just remain stand on the bank…but to dive…to fathom the depth…to drown in JOY…

अपने

क्या तू रिश्ते निभाएगा।।।

जब अपनों को ही ना समझ पायेगा।।

बचपन में लोरी किसने सुनाया।।

क़दमों पे चलना किसने सिखाया।।

क्या किसी से कसमें निभाएगा।।

जब अपनों को ही ना समझ पायेगा।।।

जग जग के राते किसने गुजारी।।

तुझको खिलाने, भूख किसने मारी।।

क्या किसी को अपना निवाला खिलायेगा।।

जब अपनों को ही ना समझ पायेगा।।।

बिठा कन्धों पर किसने दुनिया दिखाई।।

ख्वाइशें पूरी करने, खुशियाँ किसने गवांइ।।

क्या तू किसी को जन्नतें दिखायेगा।।

जब अपनों को ही ना समझ पायेगा।।।

हर गलतियों को तेरी किसने किया माफ़।।

सुनकर कड़वी बातें किसने किये हर आंसू साफ।।

ठुकराकर उनको ,मुह किसको दिखायेगा।।

जब खुद को ही ना समझ पायेगा।।।।

अभय कुमार

30/09/2015

On the Peace Day...

We are one. Not just by having same colour of blood that flows into our veins, but by having same soul. When He (GOD) don’t differentiate in nourishing us, then how we can possess something and let others deprived. Is it justified that for entertaining the stupid ambitions of some people we mould our thoughts in way they think?

The world is for us and history yells that violence and wars always makes boundaries, it never joined society but always break it. Although it would be the frequent ceasefires violation between India and Pak, drowning of thousands of refugees in Europe or brutal beheading by ISIS militants, violence and extremism always killed innocence of world.

Matter is not to vanish all physical boundaries or to change mindset of people make it... as it may not practically possible. It is just to enlighten our hearts to develop compassion for others, one who live next to the so-called boundaries. Because sooner or later it works, unless Jesus and Buddha would not be worshiped today. Matter is; that never an innocent will be killed by the bullet of someone ambition. Let us join hands on this #Peace_Day to become non violent and full of compassion.

Acceptance

Acceptance is the strength, not weakness. Every day in our life we find various situations which force us to act against our will. It is not just mere situations, but the part of life itself, in many cases. We find sometimes we can escape, but it is not actually works for the long run. By the time we see ourselves, dragged forcefully over the path which our life demands. Helplessly and unwillingly we have to follow it.
Acceptance gives us strength to handle these situations, with full of our energy. It is also expands our insight about the reality of life. We generally think that, to accept the situations will mould us and distort us ultimately. But I think it is for those who never analyze and accept everything as their destiny. Those who analyze the life a little and closely introspect themselves, Acceptance become their power and also blossoms their awareness about the Life.