my LIFE...

Why are you so IMperfEct....

never obey me...

Just you wander without taking care, the fences I have made... So that will be remain inside of my arena...

you never think... if some day you will flew away far from me, then how will i even sought your name... without having my Life in me.

Aren't you aware that you are "My Life"....

But honestly; although i'm a little teased...

but i like the Way You Are.

The way you follow my Heart and beats with it....without caring my rules...

it makes me feel Alive... nourish me...spark my Creativity...

and often dips me into your Love...

So My Sweetheart... tease me more.

Be a little more PERFECT....IMperFeCtly...

I Love You... <3 <3 <3

प्यार

मुश्किल है ये कितना मुझको...

लिख देना उन जज्बातों को...

लगता है की छुप जातें हैं...

जब खोजता हूँ उन लफ्जों को ||

वैसे तो बहुत बदनाम हैं...

ये प्यार करने वाले सब...

फिर बढती क्यूँ है प्यास मगर...

एक दिलबर के दीदार को ||

क्यूँ लगता है फिर मीठा ये...

जो दर्द कभीवो, हमको दे दे...

गर ना हो प्यार तो नफरत ही...

कुछ तो कभी वो हमसे कहदे...

क्यों है इतना दीवानापन...

देते हैं भुला हम खुद ही को...

और लगता है खो जाती हैं...

जब खोजते हैं इन वजहों को ||

खुशियाँ अपनी रम जाती हैं...

उसकी दुनिया की खुशियों में...

दिल कहता है की छीन ले...

गम उसके तू हर कीमत पे...

है किया इजाद हमने या फिर...

लेगा खुदा ही इस ज़िम्मे को ||

क्यूँ मुश्किल है इतना मुझको...

लिख देना उन जज्बातों को...

क्यूँ.. लगता है छुप जातें हैं...

जब खोजता हूँ उन लफ्जों को ||

अभय कुमार

जो निश्चल है, हर पल समर्पित है… उस माँ को मेरी "अभिव्यक्ति" समर्पित ॥

अभिव्यक्ति

ना मिलते मुझको शब्द कोई,

जिससे तुझको मैं व्यक्त करूं।

माँ तू है एक अनन्त कोई,

कैसे खुद को अभिव्यक्त करूं॥

तेरी निश्चल सी वो आंखें,

गर दर्द मुझे हो, रोती हैं।

फ़िर हंसता मुझको देखकर,

खुद यूं ही वो हंस देती हैं।

उन आंखों की खुशी के लिये,

हर पल को मैं अर्पण करूं,

माँ तू है एक अनन्त कोई,

कैसे खुद को अभिव्यक्त करूं॥

                                 तेरी कोमल सी वो बातें,

                              सहलायें मेरी हर सांसें।

  लोरी तेरी गूंजें हर पल,

सहमायें जब मुझको रातें।

तेरे मुख के हर शब्दों को,

दिल में अपने ही मैं भर लूं।

माँ तू है एक अनन्त कोई,

कैसे खुद को अभिव्यक्त करूं॥

सह पाती ना एक आह मेरी,

हर दर्द मेरा पी लेती तू।

जब कभी मुझे ठोकर लगती,

झट से गोदी ले लेती तू।

माँ दर्द कभी ले के तेरा,

अपना जीवन साकार करूं।

माँ तू है एक अनन्त कोई,

कैसे खुद को अभिव्यक्त करूं॥

मैं रहूं सफ़ल इस जीवन में,

तू करती है बस आस यही।

जब गिरे कभी विश्वास मेरा,

आती मुझको बस याद तू ही।

आशीष तेरा हर पल मुझपे,

कैसे यूं ही पथ से भटकूं।

माँ तू है एक अनन्त कोई,

कैसे खुद को अभिव्यक्त करूं॥

माँ शब्द तू ही, है अर्थ तू ही,

है जीवन का आधार तू ही।

माँ ब्रम्ह तू ही, आनन्द तू ही,

मैं हूं इसकी भी वजह तू ही।

तू रहे सदा इस दुनिया में,

इन सांसों पे सिमरन करूं।

माँ सच मे है, अनन्त कोई…

कैसे इसको अभिव्यक्त करूं॥

“ये पक्तियाँ मेरी माँ को समर्पित”

अभय कुमार

वो चाहत ही है, जो अंधेरी आंखों मे, उजाला भर देती है…वो चाहत ही है,जो खो जाय तो, इन आंखों मे आँसूओ का समंदर भर देती है॥

आँसू

शब्दों की तलाश मे, ये रात गुजर जायेगी…

कुछ बातों की आस मे, कायनात बदल जायेगी…

जब चाहतों की उसकी, सौगात चली जायेगी…

तब चीखेंगे आँसू, और, बरसात सहम जायेगी॥

इन रात के अंधेरों मे, मै रह रहा सा था कहीं…

तू प्यार का एक दीप जला, इक उजियारा सा कर गई…

जब लौ को बचाने मे, हथेलियां सुलग जायेंगी…

तब चीखेंगे आँसू, और, बरसात सहम जायेगी॥

प्यासा राही बनकर मै, भटकता रहा उन राहों में…

तू अक्सर मुझको प्रेम का, एक प्याला पिला जाती थी…

जब राहों से ओस की, वह बूदें सूख जायेंगी…

तब चीखेंगे आँसू, और, बरसात सहम जायेगी॥

भीड़ की आवाज भी, जब अनसुनी सी थी कहीं…

तब आहटों को भी तूने, इन सासों मे बसा दिया…

जब घुंघरुओ की छ्नछनाहट, ये आँगन छोड़ जायेगी…

तब चीखेंगे आँसू, और, बरसात सहम जायेगी॥

एहसास ना था धूप का, इस जलन का, उस आग का…

पर तेरे एक स्पर्श  ने, इस रूह को सहला दिया…

जब चाँद की शीतलता भी, इक ऊष्णता बन जायेगी…

तब चीखेंगे आँसू, और, बरसात सहम जायेगी॥

ना चाहता था जानना, इस मौसम को आकाश को…

ना तनहाइयों का फ़ीकापन, ना साथ की मिठास को…

जब दर्द भरे संसार मै, तू मुझको छोड़ जायेगी…

फ़िर ना चीखेंगे आंसू, पर, ये सांसे रूठ जायेंगी…॥


अभय कुमार

First Lesson Of "SENSing NATURE"

Someday at home, i asked my mother "amm... in this rush from school to college, i sometimes realize that i definitely skipped some chapters of life. What you say is this right?” I was not expecting such powerful answer that she spontaneously poured out "obviously, you did. Life meant more than just the knowledge in those piebald pages, we are ignoramus if don’t ever sense the NATURE around. We are dried indeed being floating in the pool of wisdom."  I dint know, that these world will take me in a long journey of self-contemplation.
Well the journey yet not completed, but I find that “SENSING NATURE” is not just a couple of word, but it’s a complete course, which everyone needs to do for being educated actually. More interesting, it is free all time but priceless, and can be start at any stage of our life. And finally I read some of those skipped chapters, although the study is continued.
Among those countless chapters,one of them tells us about our existence which is the first chapter of that course.  As all of us know the concept of mortality, which is the prime truth. But beyond this we usually forget that we all are natural creature, just single things which distinguish us from other natural things is the liberty of our thought-process. God created everything else, and made a constitution of living on earth. Same as others, we too have to follow a Law i.e. “Long Original Valuable Emotion” or simply LOVE.  This law is needed to follow extensively in every moment and with everything. I also find that the nature is so strict, means whenever we try to breach this law; we are fined in the form of our Happiness.
So at last I realize that, “if we don’t want to get punish, then we need to stay out of our way
ward habits, and selfishness. Because both of them seed a trivial emotion of “LOVELESSNESS”

Limits are not, what we assume somtimes... these are far beyond. Depends on our will-power... My Poem "Despair" is an conversation b/w me and a young tree...

   "Despair"

I went through words in a winter’s eve...

To a young tree, seemed, to fall soon...

I asked, if you want some revival drops...

Before you sucked by the cold moon...

He opened eyes by hearing that.

“I’ve not so wishes before my Gone,

Striving is not I’ve fallen in Despair...

You’ll see, I’m breathing an Another Dawn.” 

abhay kumar

11-12-11

While on the way...

While on the way... A way which allures but never has destinations. A way which calls to taste its temptations but bring us so far from the peace of mind and soul. A way where every thing glitters and touch a lust but all  fake and momentary..!! steps sometimes shivers, listening some whispers. The whispers which howls around the ears... and tow its heel bloody to stop us... But at last that howling whispers loss its intense, and collapse into its name..

while on the way...we follow it ignoring the voice of goodness. A goodness in which always our soul rests... we let it feel an obsession of our apathy. Forgetting all the values and intrude all those boundaries...we compel ourselves to find out something that never exists. Nevertheless we know the quest will feed the darkness and leach our courage...

while on the way... we never try to realize what is right and wrong although we might aware what the results are. Our every little mistakes; which generally be ignorable for us, transforms in blunders some day...

we'll be poor enough if we generally fall in this 'yes and no' situations and yet does not take path of goodness... That whispers are the voice of soul and a real wisdom of man. And Wisdom tells us the right things, which always leads us in the path of God.

Leave Imprints…

Leave imprints in the hearts of others. All persons who born in this world; will die one day, but if he had done something for someone then he must be live last after leaving this world.

We always think, what actually to be done for others, even we haven’t done much for us. But friends it is not as bigger as we think. It is as simple as saying hello to someone… which seems tough sometimes and pop ups lot of questions into our mind. But as soon as we take an initiative by putting our ego aside. The talks become very simple generally. And ultimately, we find that conversation brings smiles.

Doing something for other never meant to have lot of money to give. It just required some emotions which call for doing

love...is immortal..

Nothing is more...beautiful then a feeling. A feeling that's comes due to a crazy thing called Love. this is never lead to vanish, in this mortal world. and the luckiest man is only one, who has find this realization... as soon as you'll take a dip in this infinite ocean, you'll find a completion into your soul.
What actually this word meant for... what is its significance, and where is it found...
so... this is just a feeling that can let someone smile in deep agony, can encourage someone to set the world on fire, after a long sleep, even can let someone leave this world comfortably even any of dreams were not achieved!!! just an emotion can change someone's life...